As the wind blow through my headgear

Have I ever mentioned I love surprises? Because life is meant to be filled with spontaneity.

I guess it's all good

Today was quite a turn-around. I left home with a frowned face, but I went home with a smile.

Have a little more than just a little faith people, and it's all good :)

When you feel like being quiet,

When you need to speak your mind;

I will be here.

So many things have been going on lately, good and bad naturally. I really have a lot of time to myself now just thinking and reflecting, and now I'm just dying to share the time with someone. Frankly speaking, it gets lonely. At work most of the time its all hahahehe talks and unfortunately it's where I've been spending my time and space the most. On the same note, at work is also where most of my fun has been too, as unbelievably as it sounds. Guess those are part of the perks of being part of the crazy LTT family. So, no complaints, yet.

Within the day of receiving my pay, I bought an Accesorize scarf (on 70% discount!), two New Look long tank top and a Christmas green Mango sweater. The feeling I felt while keying my pin number can only be described as a bittersweet one.

I don't know what to make out of the family situation. I think its a problem, it's sad, it's funny too at times and it gets a tad bit frustrating but one thing I will learn is that family NEVER bail out. And family is all you have. Everyone has that thought hovering in their heads I'm sure of it, and I think being prepared is all we can ever be right now. God's willing, everything will turn out well.

And at times its the crazy kids at home that are the only ones who can keep me sane. By suppressing my fears, I shield myself and keep myself strong, for them. Look deeper people, observe and you'll realise how fragile the world is, and how much of it is already broken.

Deeper Conversation

I've got nothing much to post about, I guess that's why this space is idle for a while. Updates about myself, well currently utterly broke and it's embarrassing having to depend on mummy dearest when that is something I clearly did not intend to do after school is done. But I will get my pay by this weekend so the idea of shopping is now very plausible.

So much for my enthusiasm for taking my bike license. Don't get me wrong, I'm not an all empty words, still undergoing the lessons but I kinda developed this fear of falling off the motorcycle. More like, eh, I'm not that strong after all.

And to you, I really don't understand what's keeping you from me. Or maybe this is what people call delusional. I feel like I should move on and take it that whatever exchanges we had were all blown out of proportion in my head. Seems like a good idea to me but I don't want to be wrong about it.

And I'm eating meals at Midnight.

Let's keep it Personal

Been away for quite sometime now and I'm not gonna leave this blog into one of my half-done ideas. I've had some problem with a previous company I work with which filled most of my time for the past few weeks but it's all settled now, thank goodness.

This might be a little late, but if you ask me, 2009 was all about experience and 'soul-searching'. Sounds a tad bit tacky huh, but yeah. A levels alone is an out of this world experience in itself. 2010 I hope, will be a year of action and answers. With so many ideas and project already in play, I have to see to it that they will actually exist in reality and not just stay stuck in my dying brain cells.

New Year's Eve was a mix of emotions. 2009 wasn't an 'emo' year for me and I think my head decided to surface all the sinking feelings and thoughts so that I cleared it up for a fresh start in 2010. I've embarked on a new project brainstormed from the StyleCovered Community forum which would hopefully be a more concise version of what I'm trying to achieve in this blog.

My brain and I have decided to keep undertheheadgear as a personal blog for my own benefit, I guess, and friends so we could be kept updated despite work schedules. My current wardrobe fetish is light coloured/ faded jeans. In the photo is a pair of Lee's denim, super comfortable and fits just nice cause most of my jeans are either too long or too baggy. Just lazily wore a basic black long- sleeved t-shirt (A MUST HAVE) from F.O.S. and twirled a scarf on given by granny-dearest!

TET!

Today, when I tapped my ez-link, it didn't go TET-TET but TEEET!

I AM OFFICIALLY AN ADULT.

ZOMG D:

Makcik Agony

My mommy bought me this shawl/ scarf from Robinson Sale. Typical, got sale only then buy, if not don't buy. OMG, I THINK I'M TURNING INTO MY MOTHER. And look how it matches the colour of my room. How disturbing. I insisted that she ensures the material is thin and not the thick pashmina kind. It's okay, just that it does the really bunched up thing at the front which suddenly looks to me like I'm wearing a bib.

Is it weird to prefer attending to other people's problems than my own? Not that I have any pressing problems to deal with at the moment. But, I'd really just rather hear out friends' dilemmas than have to face or think about my own. Whatever the situation might be, for anyone, anywhere, anytime, I am at your service. You can call Husna, your personal Aunt Agony. Or in my case, call me Makcik Agony.